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i have
03:40
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haven’t dreamed in a long time
i said as i tried to forget
that i dreamed last night
that you rested your head on mine
haven’t smoked in a long time
i said as i let out a fume
but i smoked tonight
just to be with you
haven’t spoke in a long time
i said that i missed you
when we spoke tonight
just so you knew
oh, haven’t touched in a long time
i said that i felt something new
so you said goodbye
and i feel doomed
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your eyes
04:04
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i stare down the wall as my clock turns to 3
you’re on the table reminding me to see
that these cracks of wood climb the ceiling
are not there to represent how I’m feeling
he’s not a form of sustainable healing
it’s 3:42, it’s 3:42, an irregular count, a worthless queue
and the time is ticking, blood is thickening, and I’m falling through
your eyes, they sting me every time
i can’t sleep with your eyes
ringing in my head, i see you instead
i freeze at me kneeling, trying escape my Self you’re stealing
it’s 3:58, it’s 3:58, your touch hurt, your filth ate
and to, to construct, to erupt, in
your eyes, they sting me every time
i can’t sleep with your eyes
floating in my head, i see you instead
your eyes, they sting me every time
I can’t sleep with your eyes
Floating in my head i see you instead
Your eyes, they sting me every time
I can’t sleep with your eyes
Floating in my head, I see you instead
Your eyes, they sting me every time
I can’t sleep with your eyes
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green faced liar
03:04
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You’re such a green faced liar
How dare you share me from behind
I put my heart out for you
And you just stomped in no time
You’re such a damsel in distress
And you leave behind such a mess
I can’t believe that you’re my ex
I had just wanted the best
I just wanted you to be with me
The one that you went to bed and then woke up with
I just wanted you to choose me and
Give me something more than emptiness
Have me crazy like a fool
Nobody sees your little games
Yeah you always rig the lotto
I always end feeling hollow
I just wanted you to be with me
The one that you went to bed and then woke up with
I just wanted you to choose me and
Give me something more than emptiness
I still think of you and I’m ashamed
I still think of you and I’m to blame
I still dream of you and run away
Run away, run away
I still think of you and I’m ashamed
I still think of you and I’m to blame
I still dream of you and run away
Run away, run away
Have me crazy like a fool
Nobody sees your little games
Yeah you always rig the lotto
I always end feeling hollow
I just wanted you to be with me
The one that you went to bed and then woke up with
I just wanted you to choose me and
Give me something more than emptiness
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desirable
05:08
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"it's good to know i’m desirable," i said
i wanted to say
your words reek of epithets like your breath on my neck
as i tasted your lips
i’m rejected, i’m rejected
i hate the ghost of silhouettes anyway
of cryptic imagery, its your ache
it's calling my name
"it’s good to know i’m desirable," i said
as you push me away
“its good to know im irrational,” i said
i wanted to say
this room leaks fire and steam
like the sound from my mouth
as I felt your skin
you're elated i'm defeated
i hate the call of love anyway
of steady ricochets
its your ache, its calling my name
"its good to know i'm irrational," i said
as I dream you away
“I don’t know how to go”
"its good to know you're conditional," i said
i wanted to say
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need you
03:36
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I always fall in love
Towards people not for me
Why does it hurt so much
I never say too much
Pull you closer to me
And you just roll away
I always fall so wrong
It always bites in the ass
And I told you, I told you I need you
And you said that you need me too
And I told you, I told you that I need you
Did I say too much?
One day we walked hand-in-hand
You squeeze me tighter first
I just pretended it was nothing
But how I loved you first
And I told you, I told you I need you
And I told you, I told you I need you
But then you put your walls up, put your hands up
It starts tumbling down
But then you put your walls up, put your hands up
I always fall in love
Towards people not for me
Why does it hurt so much
I never say too much
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good night
03:53
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washing away all the un-reason, the irrational rationale
spilling at my feet, over the edge it leaks oh captain we’re going down
once I knew a man kissed me a few once we wrote a tune
& it sang ‘i don’t know if we'll stay afloat I think we're carrying too much weight’
because there is a room in the hospital for those disappointed in this city
because there is a mood I say for those disappointed in my pity
standing apart from you and your touch, its violent operation sound
weakening in my will, I let you fill into me all over me i'm going down
once I knew a girl transported to another world, once we wrote a tune
& it sang ‘if you get tired of me would you still leave?’
because there is a room in the hospital for those disappointed in this city
because there is a mood I say for those disappointed in my pity
once you’d say good night, now you say goodbye
but i still love you, i wish you were here
once you’d say good night, now you say goodbye
but i still love you, i wish you were here
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